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سْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِالرَّحِيم

Orang-orang tua kata “life is difficult but sometimes you will feel it easy if you enjoy it in a proper way”

Belakangan ni sejak masuk balik blaja kt dalam uia ni life aku macam agak tunggang langgang. Xteratur even dah de jadual yg elok tuk sem ni. Hrm... aku pn xtau sebab ape, it feels like s0mething is missing in my daily life. I try to figure it 0ut what is the missing piece of my life and until now i haven’t found it yet. And i started t0 think that this is maybe because of my own fault that my life know became like this. Aku langsung xboleh nk focus dalam blaja, walaupun aku cuba untuk focus.

I know that i’m not really a proper person in having my own way of life. And i think maybe that is the reason why i feel that my life is so difficult in here. I used to live in my old world that comforted me so much with fun, smile, things, money, friends, foods, and many more.

I’m not clever like other of my friends, and i’m a person who study when the mo0d come. Aku ase aku kene ubah cikit perangai tu sebab kat university dah tak boleh pakai cara tu. I’m not hating my life actually but i’m just feel like i’m not being fair with my own life. Maybe it is true that my best friend said that i have to change my way of study so that i can adept here. I think i’ve change much in my behaviour before and i think i’m going to make a little change to my way of study so that i can taste the sweet of study again just like i felt it before when i’m in form 6. I know that i will need sometime t0 change, h0wever i will try my best so that i w0n’t cry 4 the next day. Insyallah~

"Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri”

Surah Ar-Ra’d (ayat 11)"

Insyallah i will try to make few changes in my study..just hope that all my friends will make doa for me..amin~

~wslm~